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| 03:39pm 30/04/2002 |
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mood:  curious music: Disturbed - Down with the Sickness
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I'm reconsidering thoughts of making a new LJ, a friends-only one, for it seems as though I have people that I don't want to be seeing this have somehow gotten ahold of my LJ.
Anyone want to give me a code to use? IM me: i like stupid (thanks in advance) |
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| BIDDAH |
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| 08:04pm 29/04/2002 |
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mood:  determined music: AFI - Third Season(live)
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First I lose my wallet today..now I lost the vocab section of my History book!?! WTF?!?!
Grr...I want to yell at Matt for whatever reason but he's not online. I wonder if he'll show up for study tomorrow. Ah well, I got work to do anyways if he doesn't show up. XP
Hmm...lately I've just been getting a feeling...like I had when I lived in West B awhile back. I just want to leave. It's not all the people, really, just some. I think I just need some new friends, at least ones who won't lie and play their stupid games with me all the time.
I was so happy about 2 months ago, then it just all sucked from there. Grr...well at least I'm attempting to get my grades up, and hopefully soon I can get a job. But then again, my whole "job" thing has been going on for over a year now.
The whole money thing with my mom is bothering me too. I kinda wished I had saved some money instead of being stupid all the time and wasting it on stupid things like clothes and cds. I feel guilty or something when I ask my dad for money...I feel like I do it too much. And then this weekend I felt like I had let him down by now calling him on time...
I really have to get my act together... |
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| Bad to good. |
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| 04:15pm 29/04/2002 |
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mood:  good music: Me First And The Gimme Gimme - Leaving On A Jet Plane
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Mom came home last night. Jed woke me up and he seemed really happy to see me, cuz he was meowing a lot and purred a lot and jumped all over me. Heh...silly cat. He's so cute. =D
My day started out sucky, with it raining and such. I've been leaving like 10 min earlier than I should be for some really odd reason. I talked to Lynne(![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) iheartpenguins) too cuz she was outside with her dog. But I found out I managed to lose my wallet(no money...just important cards and things), and the batteries decided to die on the bus to skool. I'm recharging those now...hurray for rechargeable batteries!
Skool was boring cuz it was rainy and blah all day. There was a fight in the morning and it was kinda funny because everyone in the small caf(where I go in the morning) all of a sudden gets up and rushes to the big caf. I talked to Kat and Tia today because they know what I'm going through right now with Matt, and they understand. Support from your friends is a really good thing...
I went to Civ. Rights, nothing much happened. I gotta manage to get $12 for the field trip and hopefully $8 so I can go see "Damn Yankees"(I gotta support my friends in that...), but I need someone to go with me cuz I don't wanna go by myself.
Went food shopping with mom after she picked me up. Got the mail, I got a Teen People(I got those for some reason...I remember when they used to have Silverchair and Bush articles in there and that was when it was still good...but like any other teen magazien it really sucks now), and a party hat from hardcorewannabe. hehe...my mom was like "WTF is that?" when I opened it. XD
Cheese calzones = good. Particularly loaded with fattening, greasy cheese. XD
I have rock candy again...bliss! =9 |
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| HOLY SHIT |
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| 08:00pm 28/04/2002 |
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mood:  shocked music: tiger army - nocturnal
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Blink-182's Mark Hoppus makes a decision that could effect the band, and his life. Blink-182, still gaining popularity after the realease of their 5th album, 2001's "Take Off Your Pants and Jacket" has issued a statement regarding their bass player and vocalist Mark Hoppus. This statement comes only hours after the punk star admitted to being openly homosexual. The band plans to stay together for the time being despite the controversy that follows Hoppus' coming out. The band plans to continue recording their new studio album due out next fall. Hoppus has been married only a short time and has filed for a divorce from his wife. More information about this story will be posted as it is released.
That's weird. Lynne sent that to me. |
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(8 sing to me%%mc-plural-!!%% | sing for me?) |
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| *big grin* |
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| 02:54pm 28/04/2002 |
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mood:  giddy music: tv
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You will live in Mansion.
You will drive a baby shit yellow Corvette.
You will marry Davey Havok and have 2 kids.
You will be a Musician in England.
Even if the Corvette is baby shit yellow...that's pretty sweet. XD
MASH |
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| Candy tastes better this way. |
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| 06:01pm 27/04/2002 |
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mood:  high music: something on Marilyn Manson on tv...
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So I'm at Lauren's. All alone. Yup.
I came here last night, we went to Blockbuster and rented American Pie 2 and But I'm a Cheerleader!. We went to Shaw's and bought some Ben & Jerry's(twice in one week for me...this time I got Concession Obsession). We watched the movies and went to bed kinda early.
Today we went to the Braintree station and got her friends Ronnie and Cassie. We then came back here and went to the little store center(I have no clue what it's called). But yeah Diann came and we all smoked up...hah...I think I really did get high this time, considering it's only my second time and the first time I don't think I did. So after we ate we went back here and I called my dad and he was pissed at me because I didn't call earlier when I was supposted to, even though I was out. Whatever...he's coming here now even though everyone else is out but I don't care.
I dunno what's up tonight. But thanks Lynne for feeding Jed for me. I much appreciate it...I'll prolly be home in the afternoon tomorrow. Hopefully my dad isn't too pissed at me so I can bother him for some money... |
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| 07:03pm 26/04/2002 |
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mood:  amused music: Mindless Self Indulgence - Molly
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if you want a good laugh....dial 1 800 564 8982 - then press 2 - then press 5228
haha Kodi had that in his profile and Lauren dialed it on three way...hahaha it's so funny if you're bored I suggest you dial it. It's not anything like porn or psychic stuff just call it and listen...haha... |
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| 05:37pm 26/04/2002 |
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mood:  nostalgic music: Foo Fighters - Everlong (Acoustic)
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Hahaha...
Remember those little dancing flower toys that would "dance" to music? Like if you turned the radio on it would all move along to the beat? Hahaha...I used to have one, it was pink and had sunglasses and a little guitar...I think I threw it out though.
I want another oneeee.... |
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| Mmm...krispie goodness. |
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| 04:56pm 26/04/2002 |
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mood: content music: snap crakle pop
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I just made a huge ass bowl of Rice Krispies, with about 1/2 of the milk left and a shitload of sugar.
*indulges in this moment* |
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| Excuse me if this sounds cold hearted, but I gotta say it... |
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| 03:35pm 26/04/2002 |
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mood:  pessimistic music: Jughead's Revenge - Talk Dirty to Me(Poison Cover)
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PanicedSoulCryin (3:13:56 PM): oh shit u heard about left eye from tlc right?
i like stupid (3:14:08 PM): yeah
PanicedSoulCryin (3:14:16 PM): thats so sad
i like stupid (3:14:25 PM): I could care less.
PanicedSoulCryin (3:14:31 PM): thats mean
i like stupid (3:14:38 PM): No it isn't, because it's the truth
PanicedSoulCryin (3:14:51 PM): ya thats mean ur cold
i like stupid (3:15:09 PM): It's not like Left Eye meant anything to me. Neither did that guy from Alice in Chains, Aaliyah or anyone famous.
i like stupid (3:15:26 PM): Not liked they'd care if I died so why should i care about someone I don't even know.
i like stupid (3:15:46 PM): It's not cold, I'm just not pretending I care about someone that meant nothing to me.
Well hey, I don't care. My life isn't affected by it. I don't see why people go "OMG THAT IS LIKE SOOOOOOOOO SAD OMG WAH" about someone who obviously meant nothing or little to them. Wow. |
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| 03:11pm 26/04/2002 |
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mood:  aggravated music: Luckie Strike - Slightly Stoopid
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here's your aquarius horoscope for friday, april 26th, provided by AstroAbby
Weekend Update: Fueled by Friday's Full Moon, you're inclined to draw a line in the sand and say 'take it or leave it'. For those of you who have bent over backward, contorting yourself to suit others' perpetually changing whims, Friday could be a symbolic 'last call'.
Things are clear at last -- not only in career or school matters, but also in personal pursuits. This clarity is precisely what you've needed to stimulate important decision-making. Early Saturday morning begins with wonderful intentions but not enough time, tools, or resources to carry out plans.
Go back to the drawing board, Aquarius, and concoct a plan that can be accomplished by someone in your position. Put thoughts of perfection in the dumper for now. It's 'realism or bust' from here on out, baby. Sunday may find you at odds with others, especially relatives or old friends.
For reasons you can't quite comprehend, others may be disappointed with you or feel let down by your change of attitude or plans. But since you're living YOUR LIFE, that's too damned bad . . . isn't it?
Heh...I'm liking that. Too DAMNED bad. haha... XD
Today was alright. Nothing new or exciting, but relatively good. I got extremely frustrated on our Ch 10 test in Spanish...oh well I'll just fix it on Tuesday, since we don't have class on Monday.
I was suprised when I came home cuz I saw mom's car and mom wasn't home. I forgot she's in Virginia this weekend with Steve for a wedding. Hmm...I have to ask someone to feed my cat for me for the weekend cuz I'm gonna be at dad's. I can watch Zim tonight...yay. I have no clue what else to do tonight or this weekend. Oh well. I made a promise to myself not to go to the mall for at least 2 months. I'm sick of being there. Blahh.
Well I don't think I mentioned it last night but I talked to Matt and it seems as though I cleared a few things up with him. Hmm...
Oh yeah, fucking Ragnarok doesn't want to work, after downloading it all week, it gives me some excuse like the server is down for the time being. Gaaaah. Fuck you stupid thing! XP |
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| Hmm...interesting... |
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| 06:26pm 25/04/2002 |
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mood: mellow music: No Doubt and Sublime - Total Hate '95
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Heterosexual: 100%
Heterosexual with some homosexual: 60%
Concurrent bisexual: 40%
Sequential bisexual: 60%
Homosexual with some heterosexuality: 0%
Past heterosexual, currently homosexual: 20%
Homosexual: 0%
Past homosexual, currently heterosexual: 20%
Asexual: 0%
Take it here.(I found this from sankitty) |
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| 06:15pm 25/04/2002 |
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mood: relieved music: Dropkick Murphys - The Spicy Mchaggis Jig
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Mom came home with food, and I threw those ramen noodles away cuz they were gross. So I made a sandwich and took some of the flavored seltzer water. So I eat the sandwich and drink my water, but I started coughing and the water went up my nose. Let me tell you...that shit burns like a motherfucker. So I started coughing and my mom all panics cuz she thinks I'm choking. But I'm ok now...my nose still burns though.
Stupid water...at least I have diet Coke with lemon now to not die from. XP |
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| 05:57pm 25/04/2002 |
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mood:  nauseated music: Exploited - Sex and Violence
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Ramen noodles make me sick. Oh, the salty artificial beef-flavored sickness...blaaah.
Too bad there wasn't milk around so I could eat some Rice Krispies...gah...
SEX AND VIOLENCE! weee... |
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| 03:54pm 25/04/2002 |
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mood: pissed off music: Korn - Blind
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I was having an alright day today. I got kind of irritated though(prolly PMS but whatever), because I go into lunch today and Matt and JB were walking out and I said hi to Matt and JB says "oh, hey she ACTUALLY said hi today and didn't ignore you today!" and Matt turned around and said to me "why are you walking away? are you just gonna treat me like trash again?" I was like "no...whatever." and went and bought my lunch and sat down. But Christina was playing drums on Ray's ice cream cup thing. It was wicked funny...
But then on the bus Matt was all over Kim. It pissed me off a lot, but I was pissed earlier anyways because of what he said to me. After he got off the bus Kim said don't worry about it and I said I know...but I can't help being pissed because I'm pretty sure he's doing that because I "ignore" him so much. Ok, whatever.
I was thinking this morning of how I think I'm over him. All he does is piss me off anyways and I dunno, just the way he is makes me think it really couldn't work out anyways. I'm really iffy on if I ever want to go out with him again if he wanted to...
Another thing that pissed me off today was when guys talk about girls, like "oh that one is sooooo hot" blah blah blah. Guys are so annoying sometimes. Well, except gay ones. Gay ones are fun. :D |
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| Randumb thing. |
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| 07:41pm 24/04/2002 |
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mood: giggly music: AFI - Winter's Tale
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Lauren told me she went to the aquarium today and some kid squirted a packet of ketchup at a penguin and it went on the penguin. Then some toddler threw a sippy cup at the penguin. Those poor things.
I wanna see the gay penguins. Heh. |
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